the · smile · just · melted · off · your · face · and · stained · your · shirt

so i've been realizing that this summer has basically been killing.
aside from sucking at school and stressing too much over it, i've been having the mfing time of my life.
shows and hangs and travels and fun.

next weekend is va with dad and vickie, then nyc to hang with vin and watch him play some musics.
camping the weekend after.
a week of not much, andrew detorres and erick bowley and fred. gotta make sure sister is coming to that.
cubic zirconia headline in nyc, hopefully more of the cc crew will be there to party hearty.

i feel sorta sick i can't decide if i want a cig or a vom sesh.
there is a spider INSIDE My computer right now. between the screen and the casing.
i can see him crawling around.
i don't know if i can do anything abou this it makes me want to cry.

fuuuuuuuuuuuck.